Down Week

Dad,

 I dont know what is wrong with me right now, I feel depressed. I feel down. I dont know what it is. I am asking for a blessing later tonight. everything is so up and down. I need to teach later to night. i need to be happy. I need to have the spirit with me when i teach because if we dont teach with the spirit then it will be awful. And if we have a lesson that will not go as well then i will fall further into this low. Daddy, what should i do? What can i do in addition to prayer? I need to be better then this. I am better then this. Why am i this way?

I love you Dad,

Love Jeremy

On Thu, May 23, 2013 at 2:13 PM, Jeremy Sandberg <jeremy.sandberg@myldsmail.net> wrote:

Dear Mom,

My week is great, Still having the ups and downs, but I am great. There is always something in my day that is life changing. Finding what it is can be the challenge.  

I cant remember what i said on the Package. something about mothers day, but a different way to say it. 

The language is coming. Slowly, it will click. I know that I am already being blessed to learn this language. At times it feels like that world is resting on my back. And then i remember, Ha, its not. And keeping a good attitude is key. If i dont have patience then i am not effective. 

I got and email for Elder Beck. You can get on and read it. 

Interesting that you mentioned Bryan. When we teach we are able to teach each other, and we were asked to find someone that we knew someone close to us. Who came to mind...Uncle Bryan. So i believe that it is by no accident that this has happened. I still have pictures to send home. I will do that soon. 

Thank you so much for my package, It was well needed. cookies were loved along with the pictures. We had a get to know elder sandberg day. i think everyone in my zone saw my pictures. loved them. 

And your scripture reading is close to what i am reading too. i am looking a Josephs life. Very close.

Next week we will be moving into the new West MTC. only 6 zones are going. so much trust. I am sorry this is so short. 

Today has been hard. I dont know what is wrong, but I just feel off. Going to the temple helped. 

Mom and Dad, I love you. I am working Hard even when it is Hard. that is when we grow the most right? This is one of those times that i just need to work a little harder.

I love you so much. Remember the Lord in everything.

love Elder Sandberg

ps. Kindsey needs to write me still. I am waiting for her letter.